Insane as in ridiculously over the top. So, yeah, I'm sure it would be stressful, but also so cool.

[A dramatic sigh.]

A huge spectacle dedicated to my undying love! Nobody could ever forget it. 'He had his problems,' they'd say, 'but his love was real.'

Plus I like parties. ...I guess it's gauche to do drugs at your own wedding? Hm. Well. Moot point anyway, I'm single and apparently in a series of simulations.