[ he feels incredibly bitter now and he's not sure where it stems from. he frowns, staring down at the floor. he's got red chuck taylors on his metal feet, which is kind of cool, he guesses. he's always liked red better than orange. he picks at a thread on his pants. he doesn't want to make dave dislike dirk. or be mad at him, he supposes. but it's also clear dirk's never talked about hal or admitted anything he did for (to) hal early on.
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finally, he just blurts it out. ]
That was after I begged him to not kill me.